Today is an interesting situation. My apartment is no more, the landlord kicked me out. There is a lot about the situation that I’ve never written about, but things have been pretty sketchy for a while.
A married couple bought the building a few years ago when the original landlord sold it, and they bought it while the situation was in full swing, so of course they knew what they were buying into. After they bought the apartment I’ve only been in contact with the lady, so I don’t know how much her husband was involved. She seemed pretty supportive about the situation, and for a while she essentially implied that she knew about it all, which was pretty reassuring, but then later she changed her tune for no apparent reason, and relatively recently she started trying to kick me out— however she was doing it in a way that suggested that she wasn’t actually “serious” about it, but rather it seemed as if it was just some sort of a run-up to the resolution happening, which of course hasn’t happened yet.
Actually I didn’t take her seriously about being kicked out this time either, expecting her to “change her mind” and say that I can stay when the time drew close, so I wasn’t nearly as prepared for it to happen as I could have been. But also I was glad to leave a mess under the circumstances.
As far as I can tell it seems that people had been “telling” her what to do when it comes to the situation. I asked her if she was a Freemason when I was starting to get aggravated with her, and she said that she was not, although who knows if she is or not. But in any event I think it is unlikely that she would have gotten into the situation due to having some sort of malice toward me, although I suppose it theoretically could have been the case.
Actually though more than a few times she did imply that she was “not on my side” with the situation, which I chalked up to being a “test,” or a “joke” which I thought was actually just some sort of a way of communicating that she knows about the situation. I just couldn’t accept that it could be possible that she would get involved with the situation if she wasn’t ultimately more or less supportive.
I was expecting the resolution to potentially happen in the middle of the next month. It’s a shame that I wasn’t able to finish what I was working on. I was very well set up with my computers where they were very well integrated and streamlined. I left behind thousands of dollars in equipment, but worse than that it took many hundreds of hours of work configuring it all. I only have all my important hard drives and a laptop now. I loved all of my tools, which would have gone to fantastic use if the resolution would have happened.
It does feel rather liberating to be away from that disingenuous situation. However without the resolution happening all other potential relationships may as well be the same way. That is why it was essential for the resolution to happen there if it is going to happen in PA. Obviously it not possible to just “move somewhere else” in this area under the circumstances.
Also recently people such as her have even been ridiculously and offensively trying to make my important decisions for me, without even consulting me about it! Only I’m capable of making my decisions, unlike the unenlightened and deceitful people that I’m unfortunately stuck being associated with.
Why are people so opposed to the resolution happening, anyway? I only need clarity so I can make the proper decisions, so what is wrong with that? People don’t have to be involved with my organizations if they don’t want to be. There is no good reason for the resolution not to happen—but rather there are only bad reasons. Don’t people care about the horrible things that are happening in the world?
I hope all is well..