It’s been a bit of a crazy time for me lately.. Since I’ve stopped sending email updates some months ago I’ve been keeping the specifics of what has been happening mostly to myself.
The end of the year is coming and still the resolution hasn’t happened, which bothers me.. The situation has been happening for a LONG time. What would happen if it continues into next year? That year ends in a “9” though, so wouldn’t that presumably not be as preferable as it happening this year? But does the year and date really even matter though? If it does, I suppose I could keep working on things until the year 2020! I have a backlog of technical tasks that I could focus on. It would be nice to be able to delegate tasks to other people though, but there are a lot of things that I could continue work on in preparation for later delegation.. I could keep myself busy while also making frequent updates to the sites. The extra time would certainly put me in a great position to configure the actual organizations and start delegating in 2020, although that is not what I expected though!
On the 15th of this month, I send a message to cancel my subscription to a financial service, and the “book flipping” seemed to lose its mind over my doing that, apparently because I submitted the message at 2:20 pm (which shouldn’t have mattered in the slightest though!). Apparently my doing that was some sort of an ultimate sin as far as the book flipping was concerned… It was as if it was saying “Oh, NOW you’ve done it!!! NOOOOOW you’ve done it!! Everything would have been SO GREAT until you you did that! Now everything is totally ruined! RUINED I say!!” Ect.. ect.. In other words it was the typical sort of crap that it often says about the petty timing of things that I do. I’m so curious about how everything is interpreted on the other side.. Is there some sort of “book flipping” there on a “receiving end”? If so, people should realize how petty and ridiculous that system actually is— people should realize that it is absolutely NOT based on anything or anyone being either “right” or “wrong”— instead it is apparently ONLY based on the petty timings of things that I do, and that is it!
The other day I accidentally stopped up the toilet when I tried to flush dried wheatgrass remnants along with peanut shells. I can get the water to eventually go down (but very slowly) when using a plunger, but I need a way to actually remove the blockage. At first I was going to buy a liquid drain cleaner on Amazon, but the instructions said that they are not safe to use with toilets. So I decided to buy a toilet snake instead, and I ordered that.
I’ve been really tired about the amounts having “meaning” when I make online purchases, as I’ve said many time in the past— so those amounts don’t matter. But I think people are incorrectly trying to add meaning to that anyway. But after I made it clear in email announcements in the past that those amounts don’t have meaning, it then seemed as if the Universe was trying to “test” me about that.. where it would give me either extremely positive or extremely negative amounts, which was actually very confusing and I often found myself fudging it to try to make the amounts just “neutral” to make it “clear” that the amounts don’t mean anything— thinking that people would think that I was still “trying” otherwise. So then yesterday when I ordered the snake, it had a total amount of $13.75.. and I felt I was in another one of those situations where people would think I was “trying”, and I saw that 10:37 pm was about to happen soon.. so I though “yea well— WHATEVER” I’ll just do it at 10:37 because the 75 is bad, being tired about artificially making the amounts be “neutral” at that moment. And then afterward the book flipping has been giving me confusing messages about it.. People don’t seem to remember that I don’t even know what is going on in the situation, so my making decisions like that is nearly impossible other than just to give out positive vibes. But in any event I’m sure that everything will eventually turn out great as long as people continue to understand that preconfigurations can’t be made in the situation before the resolution, for all of the obvious reasons. I hope all is well!